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+ | fter his intense conversation with Doctor Yezbeck, Leon left the sickbay with the same "get out of my way" march through the corridor he gave when he left it the previous morning when Hawk died on the diagnostic bed. Those unlucky enough to be in the hallway when the doctor passed had to divert towards the wall to avoid being bulldozed. Fortunately, | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | The silence in the turbolift was only interrupted by the hum of the maglift engine as the cab slipped through the conveyor system on it's way to the destination. Leon had almost hoped there would have been someone in the car so he could grumble at them, but his anger subsided as he found it rather silly to fume when he was the only audience. As his pulse slowed and blood pressure returned to normal, he stared to regain his composure when an electronic whisper sounded over the hum of the lift. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "You were a little hard on Saal," Shannon commented. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Leon closed his eyes in recognition of the voice. "I suppose I should start getting used to that," he replied calmly, referring to Doctor Harris' | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | With a sigh, Leon admitted his temperamental outburst. "I know, but I couldn' | ||
+ | |||
+ | "I know," Shannon consoled him. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Leon's frown returned with an appearance of confusion as he suddenly realized something. "Wait a minute," | ||
+ | |||
+ | "There a difference between the *Republic' | ||
+ | |||
+ | "On the saucer section," | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "You mean everywhere there' | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "I don't think so. His software is encoded to prevent cross-platform programming conflicts. Although it makes him less prone to diagnostic errors, he's not very flexible. However, my program is much more dynamic, and can readily utilize different types of computer systems and holographic hardware." | ||
+ | |||
+ | "This is going to take some getting used to," Leon grumbled. | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "For what?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | "For accepting me for who I am." | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | As the doors to the turbolift parted, Doctors Cromwell and Harris entered the main bridge and headed to the captain' | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Here we go," Leon sighed, pressing the entry buzzer. | ||
+ | |||
+ | As the doors parted, Leon and Shannon saw John Carter standing in front of the captain' | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Well, speak of the devil." | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Leon nodded before turning back to the captain. ". . . devil?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Yes, well, it seems old Earth expressions are common here on Republic," | ||
+ | |||
+ | Leon took up a similar pose as John in front of the captain' | ||
+ | |||
+ | "I see Doctor Bashir wasted no time in informing you of our little secret when I told him it was safe to do so." | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Leon . . ." Carter interrupted him with a cautionary tone. | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "I don't see anything to be angry about," | ||
+ | |||
+ | John smirked slightly. "Well, I don't know that I'm in a position to throw stones just now, Doc." | ||
+ | |||
+ | Leon huffed in frustration. " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Roth's attention shifted between the two officers. "I hate it when I feel like I'm missing something," | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Roth leaned back in her chair. " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Works for me, Captain," | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Carter nodded. "Oh, I'm not happy Doc," he explained, "but the woman does know how to make her case. You should at least listen to her." | ||
+ | |||
+ | Leon took a seat at the desk-side sofa as he let out a series of sub-audible grumbles. Across the table, Roth nodded. "Thank you, Doctor." | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Now, let me say from the start that I am genuinely sorry that I had to keep this plan from the two of you," Leon bowed up as if he were about to comment, but Roth met his gaze with the briefest pause and a raised eyebrow. The doctor received the non-verbal message, and chose to remain silent. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "It would be too easy to say that there are things neither of you needed to know," she explained. "None the less, that is the truth, and while I will apologize for needing to do it, you should both know that, given the same options, there is nothing I would do differently." | ||
+ | |||
+ | Leon could feel gorge rising in his gut, and couldn' | ||
+ | |||
+ | Next to the Doctor, Republic' | ||
+ | |||
+ | It was not a request. | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Leon's eyebrow arched in surprise. "Well, this should be good!" he muttered. | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Resting on Roth's shoulder, Smoke " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Leon waved his hand in front of his face. "Now, hold on," he said, keeping his voice in check. " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Roth felt the sting of her own words forced back at her. Leon was exactly right. After what had come to be called the " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Poor timing on my part Doctor," | ||
+ | |||
+ | Leon still wasn't buying it, and he let his displeasure show. " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "But, it's not enough, Doctor?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "A certain point of view?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Well, I've never been a Middie, and I've been dealing with shades of gray each time I've had to deal with Starfleet," | ||
+ | |||
+ | Again, Roth arched her eyebrow. | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Carter frowned, and looked towards his friend. "You never mentioned to me anything about that." | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Roth's look of interest slowly faded to stoicism when Leon mentioned Kostya' | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Leon had found her sore spot, and he knew it. He got up from the couch to face her with a similar posture by placing his hands on her desk. He was determined to get to the bottom of the ultimate question on his mind. With his voice rising, Leon put his cards on the table. "Are you, or are you not, still working for Kostya?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Is that what you think?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Sit down, doctor . . ." Carter interjected, | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "I said SIT DOWN!" | ||
+ | |||
+ | Slowly, Leon retreated back to the couch, maintaining his glare at Captain Roth. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "As captain," | ||
+ | |||
+ | "I don't act insubordinate unless I have a good reason," | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | The shock in Doctor Cromwell' | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Roth's smile returned, and John's never faded as he enjoyed the moment where his friend stumbled over his own words. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Trust me, doc. She's on our side," John finally said as a bewildered Leon struggled between the incredulity of Kostya' | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "I suppose Kostya' | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Put simply, he's out for blood," | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "And why I chose to take action now with regard Hawk. We're essentially cut off from the media cycle." | ||
+ | |||
+ | Carter leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees. "So, we what? Map a few star clusters? Lick our wounds?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | Roth nodded. "And take stock." | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Carter let his head hang for a beat, then looked up at his commanding officer. "No time like the present." | ||
+ | |||
+ | Roth raised an eyebrow. "Well, I certainly don't object to the relationship, | ||
+ | |||
+ | Carter chuckled. "No, nothing like that," he said. " | ||
+ | |||
+ | A wash of photons, and the accompanying whine of a hologram field made the air in Roth's Ready Room crackle for an instant as Doctor Shannon Harris materialized in front of Republic' | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Resting on the bookshelf behind Roth's chair, Smoke bleeked in surprise. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Roth's expression was completely deadpan, but whether that was by choice or out of disbelief, no one could say. " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Finally, Roth turned her attention to Carter. "How long have you known?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | "For sure?" he pondered, "Just after the dust-up with the Tholians. There were odd things before that, but that was when I knew for sure." | ||
+ | |||
+ | Roth leaned forward, placing her hands flat on the desk. "And you didn't think it necessary to inform me that one of my officers was not real?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | Harris crossed her arms in front of her. "I think that Voyager' | ||
+ | |||
+ | Roth looked at the redheaded hologram sidelong. "A . . . poor choice of words on my part, Doctor." | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Go on," Shannon said with a nod. It was clear that she was determined to have the captain focus on her and not the other two gentlemen, as if to underline her argument for equal treatment. | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Leon stopped for a moment. "I have none, Captain. Though, with Doctor Harris' | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Makes sense to me," Harris offered, surprised, but not quite bothered at the turn of events. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Then the only other thing I'm going to insist upon is that you no longer hide your status from the rest of the crew. I'm not saying you have to make an announcement, | ||
+ | |||
+ | "I can do that, Captain." | ||
+ | |||
+ | "If they wear a Starfleet uniform, then tell them to come talk to me directly," | ||
+ | |||
+ | Again, Carter chuckled. "Well, I'm sure I'll get no end of grief from Hawk," John admitted, "but if it comes down to it, I'll just remind him that he had to get his life saved by a girl. That ought to buy me some time. Uh . . . no offense, ladies." | ||
+ | |||
+ | "None taken," | ||
+ | |||
+ | "We can talk about this later, John," Harris said with a smile. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Roth clapped her hands against the surface of the desk. " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "I suppose," | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Roth's face turned in a scowl. "No doubt. I'll be scheduling a briefing regarding our next assignment, after I've had a chance to debrief Lieutenant Hawk. See you all at 1400, Wednesday." | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Aye Captain." | ||
+ | |||
+ | On the bridge, Leon and Shannon turned towards the turbolift while John started in the direction of the command pit when he paused. "Oh, and Leon," he beckoned to his friend, " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Are you kidding?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Not a bit of it, doc," John shook his head. "If you're not ready by now, you'll never be. Recent events have only emphasized how much we need another qualified bridge officer that the captain and I can hand duties off to. That test is the only thing standing in the way." | ||
+ | |||
+ | "You know better than anyone else what I've been through! Can't you make an exception?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | "I don't play favorites," | ||
+ | |||
+ | Without another word, Leon walked sulkily into the turbolift where Doctor Harris was waiting patiently. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Need help studying, commander?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | \\ | ||
+ | \\ | ||
+ | \\ | ||
+ | **Location: Armory watch desk, deck 5, USS Republic** | ||
+ | |||
+ | There were a lot of misconceptions about the Tactical Branch of Starfleet. The first was that they were all trigger-happy adrenaline junkies, or thickheaded robots that just wanted to blow things up. In reality, since the merging of the starship combat role of the helmsman and the planet-side responsibilities of the old " | ||
+ | |||
+ | First and foremost, like almost everyone else on a starship, a Tactical Officer was a problem-solver, | ||
+ | |||
+ | "No, Sir. She claims to be Arria, Daughter of Morverik, deceased years ago." | ||
+ | |||
+ | Carter shook his head in disbelief. "So, whom DOES she work for? If she's not Starfleet Intelligence, | ||
+ | |||
+ | "She claims to be from the Office of Special Intelligence, | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Well, I guess that makes some sense. But I've never even HEARD of this, O-S-I" Carter admitted. "What I want to know is who she REALLY is, and more importantly, | ||
+ | |||
+ | "I, uh...looked under the right rocks?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | "You thought to check the QUANTUM signature?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Carter smiled in admiration of the young officer. While he was many things, John liked to think that chief among them was honest, and if he looked at himself honestly, he had to admit that detective work was not his strong suit. `Nope,' | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | She stated that she was assigned here to watch over Lieutenant Hawk for the information that he held. She stated that her orders also gave her a clause to eliminate any threat to him, past or present that may attack." | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Past or...?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Again, Carter took a deep breath, rubbing the back of his neck, more out of habit than to soothe away any tension. "Ok, then. What do you recommend we do now? Captain wants us to remain in the black for the time being, but I don't want this `Operative' | ||
+ | |||
+ | "She is Vulcan. Technically she can't lie. However, with her being from ' | ||
+ | |||
+ | She was a good officer at one point, at least, if the original record is accurate. I would say, see if I can get more information out of her. Brig suits until we get home. I'm just afraid that when we get home, if she is truly SI, she'll be scooped up and out of here before we can blink our eyes." | ||
+ | |||
+ | Zoë smiled again, indicating that she was absolutely looking forward to another `chat' with her new favorite guest. "At the moment though, we have an ' | ||
+ | |||
+ | Carter nodded. "Ok, I'll take that to the Captain. In the meantime, keep an eye on our, who-ever-she-is, | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Yes, Sir. I will personally see to the arrangements." | ||
+ | |||
+ | Carter turned on a heel as he headed for the door. "Oh, before I forget," | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Thank you, Sir." He walked out of there and she left as well to make the necessary arrangements for the ' | ||
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+ | |||
+ | **Location: Recovery ward, main sickbay, deck 12, USS Republic**\\ | ||
+ | **Shiptime: 03:25 hours** | ||
+ | |||
+ | The last time sickbay' | ||
+ | |||
+ | On this particular night, the gamma shift had only a single patient tucked away in the recovery ward, and so the tending shift supervisor, Doctor Fernmoore, excused all but Ensign Watson and CPO3 Teague for the rest of the night. The sole patient, Lieutenant Nathan Hawk, was banished to the to 13-bed recovery facility with Nurse Watson tending the nurse' | ||
+ | |||
+ | For his part, Nat was restless, as being cooped-up in a sterile environment for *any* length of time was not his cup of tea. While feigning sleep, and hoping that the tending nurse wouldn' | ||
+ | |||
+ | Before long, Nat found himself wandering past the empty ward supervisor' | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Well I know why I can't sleep," | ||
+ | |||
+ | "What are you doing up?" Leon exclaimed with a mix of irritation and genuine concern. " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Yeah, well, death does funny things ta ya. Insomnia, apparently, is one've ' | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Considering Leon's words for a moment, he became stuck on one item in particular. "Ya know, that's what SI, ' | ||
+ | |||
+ | Leon considered Nat's words for a moment. "God knows I've had my fill of shady characters hiding behind the rules, but while I understand that the rules have to be bent on occasion, the person who is doing the bending must realize that they' | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "And if my memory of Federation history serves me, he also paid dearly several times for breaking the rules. My point is that if you're going to even *bend* the rules - for whatever reason - fine. But don't expect everyone to like it, and don't expect to get away with it. When it comes to Starfleet rules, I'm a bit more understanding about rule-bending, | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Leon frowned and crossed his arms while leaning back in his chair. " | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Oh hell, Nat!" Leon stood up abruptly. " | ||
+ | |||
+ | The scenario Leon proposed did give Nat pause, and for the first time in a while, he felt a glimmer of that old rage buried deep within himself. He was not, by nature, a trusting individual; he had rarely trusted anyone so much as he did a handful of people here, aboard Republic. So the idea of any one of them breaking that hard-formed bond of trust... | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Ya, I'd be pretty pissed off." Hawk admitted. | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Leon sat back in his chair and looked at the recovering helmsman in thought. " | ||
+ | |||
+ | The two sat in silence for almost a minute, staring blankly into thin air, as if coming to grips with their own human frailties. Nat, with his hard-fought struggle to return to the realm of the living, and Leon, unable to come to grips with the emotional toll of the methods to achieve the miracle. Whether either of them knew it or not, the real struggle was yet to come. | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "No offense, but if heaven n'hell exist, than bein' stuck in sickbay s'my own personal purgatory. Ya've got all this fancy medicine, how 'bout puttin' | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Well, it's not that simple," | ||
+ | |||
+ | Nat simply blinked at Leon for a few seconds, a deadpan expression blanketing his features. "Maybe it's the death talkin' | ||
+ | |||
+ | "If you can't sleep, we can give you a somnetic inducer. But until I'm confident that the nanoprobes have the upper hand in keeping your cells alive, I want you in sickbay where we have a better chance of reviving you if your body decides to fight back against them." | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Well yer just a fun-suckin' | ||
+ | |||
+ | "That will all depend on how the nanoprobes interact with your metabolism over the long haul," Leon warned. "There are very few active duty Starfleet officers with Borg nanoprobes swimming around in their veins. Even after five years of intense study by Fleet Medical, they' | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | At about that time, the door to the office slid open to reveal an irate Nurse Watson. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "THERE you are!" she scolded Nat like a mother hen. "What are you doing out of bed? And why are you bothering Doctor Cromwell?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | For the first time since before the funeral, Leon allowed an extremely amused smile to spread across his face. His friend' | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "At zero-three-thirty hours? | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | The questioning tone in the doctor' | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Keep yer shirt on!" Hawk said to the impatient nurse. He realized only after he had said such that, once upon a time, he would have followed up on that with 'on second thought, take it off', but such no longer felt... right. Which gave him some pause. "Ya know, somebody once said... ' | ||
+ | |||
+ | "No problem," | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Well, don't stay up all night thinkin' | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | ---- | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | It had been less than a day since the crew of the Republic had learned of his resurrection. Less than a day since those he cared for had learned they had mourned prematurely. Less than a day spent awake and aware in the confines of Sickbay. Yet when it came to spending any amount of time confined to Sickbay, less than a day could easily feel like more than a year. At least, as far as the risen Lieutenant Nat Hawk was concerned. Tired as he was, weak as he was, ill as he felt, he wanted nothing more than to get the hell out of the ship's medical facilities. It was almost enough to drive him back to the drink. So when he first spotted Chief Engineer Vance Devloch enter Sickbay, he had felt a momentary sense of reprieve. It turned out to only be momentary, indeed. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "You son of a bitch." | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Well howdy back at ya." Hawk replied, meekly but with enough sarcasm to sound like himself even though he felt like a walking corpse. | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Next time I'll stay dead a might longer then, just ta give ya an excuse ta get smashed." | ||
+ | |||
+ | "As if I need an excuse," | ||
+ | |||
+ | Hawk eyed the flask for the briefest of moments before turning his gaze to Devloch, refusing the offered beverage. "I ain't desperate enough fer a date ta get filleted like a fish, thanks. Got maself a long-term dance partner, matter a fact. Unlike yerself, who only seems ta keep the company a that flask 'n his own warp core - an I don't mean the big one down 'n engineerin' | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Hawk didn't have a response for him. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "So, how was being dead?" Asked Vance calmly. | ||
+ | |||
+ | As quickly as Devloch had pissed him off, so to had he come down off his high-horse. "Well, I tell ya what. Was more 'an just in a ' | ||
+ | |||
+ | "That never even occurred to me. Maybe I WAS a little quick to jump into the bottle in this, one, specific case. Hell, I'm not fooling anyone, haven' | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Trust me, it ain't somethin' | ||
+ | |||
+ | "The Orion syndicate? Why'd you have to go and piss them off? As to trying it myself, I'm paranoid, something to do with being a prisoner of war and of course there' | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Damn man, would ya put those away? Yer thicker n' a mule sometimes, I swear." | ||
+ | |||
+ | "They let me play with anti-matter and nobody told me? What am I doing talking with you when I have such fun toys to play with?" The knives disappeared "Ya know, if I had some serious enemies I'd probably consider taking some reasonable precautions. Just a thought. So, what are you going to do next? I'd think that coming back from the dead would be a tough act to follow." | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Why d'ya think they had a plan ta bring me back from the dead in the first place?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | "I think your definition of fun, and my definition of fun may be just a little too close to comfort. I think I'm going to take some more time out for additional combat training I've got a strange feeling that things could get... Interesting... in the near future." | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Meh, ya worry to much. I been cheatin' | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | ---- | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | A few days later, something was still bothering Lieutenant Nathan Hawk. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Despite all the twenty-fourth century medical technology Leon Cromwell could throw at him, he was still unable to sleep but for an hour or two. He had even tested a handful of homeopathic remedies suggested by his friends and colleagues to no avail. Sleep simply alluded Nathan Hawk in the wake of all that had happened to him recently. Even their resident head-shrinker had suggested a number of psychological causes for his insomnia. In classic Hawk fashion though, Nat had dodged the Counselor' | ||
+ | |||
+ | Thankfully, he was finally ' | ||
+ | relationship would take him, and the possibility of loosing her as he had everyone else in his life hung over him always. Yet some part of him, something stronger than the rage that had driven him for so long, refused to let that risk from making the decisions any longer. | ||
+ | |||
+ | As he lay in the darkness, he couldn' | ||
+ | |||
+ | And yet... | ||
+ | |||
+ | While he had ebbed between life and death, trying to grasp the concept of existence between worlds, a lone voice reached out to him from the darkness. Not any god, nor any demon; none of the things he might have expected from the myths and legends passed down through time. Just a voice, and while it claimed it could have been anyone, as in in challenge to his sarcastic quip and his own disbelief, the voice had chosen to manifest itself as James Tiberius Kirk. Nat, like almost everyone, had revered the Starfleet hero of century' | ||
+ | |||
+ | He hated that. He preferred the ' | ||
+ | |||
+ | He needed answers in the here and now; ones that he could not get lying in bed. | ||
+ | |||
+ | With a barely audible moan from the sleeping Leah, Nat slipped out of bed and walked into the main living area of his quarters. Taking a seat at the desk, he pivoted the desk-mounted computer console towards himself, and quietly spoke to it. | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | As his eyes scrolled across the list, nothing seemed to fit the situation. Training scenarios, historical re-enactments, | ||
+ | |||
+ | Calling the program up on one of the vacant holodecks, Nat couldn' | ||
---- | ---- | ||
< | < | ||
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+ | |||
+ | The evening following Nat Hawk's late night stroll through sickbay, Leon fulfilled his side of the promise and released the helmsman to his quarters under bed-rest. There was a question or two from other members from the senior staff on whether it was too early, but a promise is a promise, and there was no medical reason why the lieutenant needed to stay in sickbay. Of course, from Leon's point of view, it was a bit more personal, as he had spent the entire previous evening awake in his office, following through with an all-night cram session in preparation for the bridge officer' | ||
+ | |||
+ | The morning of the bridge test started of like any other day. He awoke at 0700 hours, showered, ate, and by 0900, he was strolling into holodeck one where Commander Carter was waiting for him. With barely a "good morning, let's get started," | ||
+ | |||
+ | Amazingly, Leon managed to survive the ensuing combat, destroying the first Warbird in a fierce volley of combined phaser and torpedo fire. The return torrent of firepower was almost as devastating, | ||
+ | |||
+ | Although the second Romulan was destroyed by the combination of friendly fire and structural stress brought on by the sudden release of the tractor beam while the ships were locked in a impulse-speed tug-of-war (a little trick John had taught him during his course of starship tactics), the third Warbird had received only moderate damage by the subsequent explosion. As Republic received a barrage of deadly disruptor fire from the third Romulan vessel, it was only by way of ejecting the antimatter pods that Leon was able to keep the ship from turning into a burning field of space debris. Nevertheless, | ||
+ | |||
+ | While there may be up to 20,000 sensory hair cells in the cochlea of a normal human, Romulans, being of Vulcan decent, have over 50,000. In addition, the frequency range of their hearing is between approximately 40 to 60,000 hertz, while humans can only hear sounds within the frequencies of 20 Hz and 20,000 hertz. This lower range may seem inferior when looking strictly at the numbers, but it has the advantage in that species with a higher range (such as Romulans) are often forced to adjust their com system to an elevated gain when communicating with humans to hear the full range of vocalizations. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Subspace communication systems between known space-faring races (whether friendly or not) are pre-programmed for what is ubiquitously known as a " | ||
+ | |||
+ | As a matter of simple physics, the power in a sound wave is proportional to the square of the pressure. Therefore, an increase from 10 to 150 decibels is roughly equivalent to a 10 million-fold increase in sound pressure. At maximum volume, the Romulan audio speakers are capable of broadcasting at 160 decibels; a purposeful design to ensure that remote areas of the ship can hear any important announcements during an emergency. Such a sound level is capable of permanently damaging the human eardrum, and higher than the normal threshold of pain for Romulans should they be standing anywhere near the speaker system. | ||
+ | |||
+ | After listening for a few seconds to an extremely distorted audio transmission, | ||
+ | |||
+ | It was long enough. | ||
+ | |||
+ | The last of Leon's assets on the Republic included emergency backup power, thruster control, and three fully-pressurized shuttlebays. Opening the outer doors of the latter asset caused enough explosive decompression to hurl the Republic towards the remaining Warbird. The momentum was slightly above the Republic' | ||
+ | |||
+ | Leon had almost expected cheering when the five well-placed thermonuclear explosions eliminated the remaining attacker, but the holographic bridge crew remained at their stations in silence. Confused, the doctor looked around the bridge: The simulation had not ended. In fact, as he took note of the smashed bridge stations and virtual pockets of fire and smoke throughout the room, the gravity of their situation sank in: They were dead in space. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Apparently, space combat was only an introduction to the bridge officers' | ||
+ | |||
+ | To save on precious life support power, Leon took the logical step of evacuating the remaining bridge crew to auxiliary control on deck 8. There, he consulted his holographic senior officers, who just happened to mimic his real-life colleagues. The dimly lit ready room of the battle bridge was cramped, and each officer bore the sign of stress and fatigue. Their uniforms were torn and singed, and a few even bore some injuries signified by dried patches of blood in their skin. | ||
+ | |||
+ | As they sat around the small compartment, | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Five hundred and twelve," | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Well, sickbay is obviously gone, and the stardrive section infirmary is inaccessible. We've managed to get most of them to holodeck six, but the EMH is offline, and we're working with mainly first aid kits. The most critical patients are being treated as best we can, and we've set up holodeck five as a triage center." | ||
+ | |||
+ | //" | ||
+ | |||
+ | The ominous computer warning accentuated the seriousness of the situation. "Do we have an evacuation option?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Not really," | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Not an option," | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Well that does it," Leon concluded with determination. "We have to find another source of power to maintain life support." | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | //" | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Have you pulled the plug on absolutely everything?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | As the minutes ticked down, Leon went from frantic to panicked, checking off every possible way to conserve energy for life support. One idea had everyone capable of wearing a survival suit to do so in order to extend battery life. Although that would have bought them two hours, it unfortunately would have taken them 20 minutes to get everyone in suits, which is more time than they had left. | ||
+ | |||
+ | //" | ||
+ | |||
+ | Leon's final idea was to take every handheld device, from phasers to tricorders, and attempt to use the power packs to recharge the ship's batteries. By the time Vic finished explaining how long that would take compared to how little effect it would have on their energy reserves, there was less than a minute left. | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | //" | ||
+ | |||
+ | Wide-eyed with trepidation, | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "I told you it was going to be tough," | ||
+ | |||
+ | "This is crazy!" | ||
+ | |||
+ | John simply rolled his eyes and began walking towards the door. " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "What about warp physics?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | "What about them?" John replied, walking into the corridor beyond with Leon in tow. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "How do they apply in there?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Well, you obviously used some of them to great effect," | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Some of them," Leon admitted, still angry and annoyed. "But what good did it do me? I still failed!" | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Not everyone is cut out to be a bridge officer, Leon." | ||
+ | |||
+ | The duo walked past several officers who moved to the side to make room for them in the hallway. It was minor spectacle. Enough to embarrass John, but not the doctor, who obviously was too irate to care. The passing crewmembers said nothing as they went by. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "That was ridiculous!" | ||
+ | |||
+ | At that, John Carter stopped dead in his tracks. He turned slowly to look at his friend with such annoyance that it gave Leon pause. "Did you keep trying that holographic simulation program I gave you access to?" he retorted. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "The Kobyashi Maru?" replied Leon. "That was ridiculous too! I kept getting blown up!" | ||
+ | |||
+ | John hung his head in despair. "You still don't get it, do you?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Get what?" Leon exclaimed. "What was there to ' | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Do you think commanding a starship is all about combat?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Well? What was I supposed to think? That program is nothing *but* combat." | ||
+ | |||
+ | John shook his head and leaned up against the wall with one arm, clenching and unclenching his fist in frustration. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Leon, you're a scientist as well a doctor. Did you do any research into the Kobyashi Maru scenario? Do you know what the test was for?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | It suddenly occurred to the CMO that he was taking John's gift of the antiquated holodeck program for granted. Apparently, his friend meant for him to study it in detail, and not run it with the superficial attitude of a novelty present. In fact, Leon was rather surprised that John was so heavily biased towards the tactical scenario, suggesting there was a larger message that he failed to absorb. It caused him to stumble through the inquiry. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Well . . . uh . . . I guessed it was for tactical starship training . . ." | ||
+ | |||
+ | John stared incredulously at the doctor before responding. "No. It's not. The Kobyashi Maru is a test of character. And since you never finished it, I can only guess that you have NONE." | ||
+ | |||
+ | The reply hit Leon squarely in the gut. It was an insult, and it came from one of his best friends. In addition, it wasn't a fun-loving insult over drinks. It was a very sober and very direct insult meant to harshly jog Leon's personal assumptions. It succeeded. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "What the hell do you want from me?" Leon whispered, still feeling the pain of John's stinging remark. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "I want you to start seeing the universe for the way it really is," John directed. " | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "You have twenty-four hours to figure it out." | ||
+ | |||
+ | With that, John turned around and proceeded to walk away from his friend. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Are you saying that you're giving me another chance?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | Without turning around, John continued down the hallway and offered his final say in the matter. " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Leon stood speechless, watching as John disappeared beyond the gradual, lateral curvature of the passageway. His emotion had swung from nervous, to jubilant, to panicked, to frustrated, to hurt, all before finally settling on dazed. The doctor was a mind-melding Vulcan' | ||
+ | |||
+ | The next recessed cove along the corridor wall was that of holodeck two, and the chuckle was coming from Nat Hawk. The lieutenant was in his night robe, and stepped out from within the closed doorway vestibule to lean his shoulder against the wall by the control panel. He was apparently quite amused about John and Leon squabbling through the corridor like a married couple. | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Nope, not unless I like ' | ||
+ | |||
+ | Even though Nat had violated Leon's medical curfew, from a doctor' | ||
+ | |||
+ | "I don't recall ever writing a prescription for an early morning romp with Orion slave women," | ||
+ | |||
+ | Nat seemed to consider something for a moment, then finally shrugged and shook his head. " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Well you must have been doing something healthy to bring that smug grin back to your face," he prodded him. "I can only assume it was some sort of mix of physical exertion and pleasure. Both of which you're NOT supposed to be doing, I might add." | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Well after that lil lovers quarrel b' | ||
+ | |||
+ | "You think that whatever ' | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Never know til ya try," Hawk teased, " | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Just . . . try it. Trust me." Nat said. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Why would I be interested in running a program that *you* designed? Last time I joined you in any other pursuit other than drinking, I found myself dangling from a hopper on a rope over a lava pit." | ||
+ | |||
+ | Nat couldn' | ||
+ | |||
+ | With a smile that never ceased, Nat shuffled on down the corridor out of sight, leaving the confused Leon standing alone outside of holodeck two. With little choice left, Leon raised an eyebrow before entering the chamber. | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | ---- | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | **Location: Outer ring corridor, deck 10, USS Republic** | ||
+ | |||
+ | John Carter walked briskly, trying to shake the feeling that he'd just punched a friend in the gut. Behind him, moving to a bouncing trot to keep up, Shannon Harris raised her voice. "John! Don't you DARE walk away from me." | ||
+ | |||
+ | Carter quickly spun on a heel, a little surprised at the yell that almost came out of his mouth. He took a deep breath to try and collect himself, then looked at Shannon again. " | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Yeah, that," he said, running his fingers through his hair. " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Shannon regarded Republic' | ||
+ | |||
+ | John gave the red headed pediatrician a dismissive wave. "Come on," he said simply, "No one's twisting his arm. Besides, you know as well as I do that Leon is exactly the kind of man that `Fleet needs. Especially now." | ||
+ | |||
+ | Shannon shook her head. " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Then what ARE you arguing?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | Shannon folded her arms in front of her and gave Carter a stern look. "Let me finish, COMMANDER." | ||
+ | |||
+ | Carter shook his head again. "What are you talking about," | ||
+ | |||
+ | "I agree, John," Harris said smoothly. "He belongs on this ship, with this crew, but needing us and needing `Fleet is not the same thing. Besides," | ||
+ | |||
+ | John tilted his head sideways for a long moment. "You really think I pushed him too hard to take the test?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | John shook his head again. "I told him, the test isn't about combat. Truth be told it's not even REALLY about the `No-win scenario' | ||
+ | |||
+ | "You think he can't? He's a doctor John. He deals with life and death nearly every day." | ||
+ | |||
+ | John stepped closer and put his hands on Shannon' | ||
+ | |||
+ | Shannon stepped closer, letting John fold her into a hug. "I never really thought of it that way," she said quietly. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "I know," John said in a whisper. "What matters is if Leon can think of it that way or not." | ||
---- | ---- | ||
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+ | **Location: Unknown** | ||
+ | |||
+ | The smell of burned wiring permeated the shuttle as sparks jettisoned out of the panels of the ship. Jaren Tolkath was navigating the ship while Reittan assisted feverishly rerouting power to the engines and the shields. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Jaren' | ||
+ | |||
+ | Jaren looked over at his son's control panels and noticed they had just lost the starboard shields. Reittan' | ||
+ | |||
+ | Jaren returned to his controls maneuvering through some of the most difficult piloting he had ever done. | ||
+ | |||
+ | As to where the two battle ships had come from was a mystery, but that was moot at this point. They needed to get out and to the nearest star base before the shuttle was destroyed. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Out of the corner of his eyes, Reittan caught his mother looking serene and calm; she reeked of fear as did his grandmother and the ten other dignitaries aboard. | ||
+ | |||
+ | His attention snapped back to what he was doing as the panels flickered and the ship jerked; another shot had hit the aft shields. More sparks showered Reittan, and suddenly all power within the ship died. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Darkness enveloped them for a fraction of a second, until emergency power brought life support back online. As the lights reappeared, Reittan saw his Grandmother laying on the floor unconscious, | ||
+ | |||
+ | Rage engulfed Reittan, anger and a strong sense of primal self preservation began to build within him like a warp core breach. The emotion erupted; all fell into darkness. | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | ---- | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | Reittan suddenly woke up, sitting straight up with a jerk. His robe was drenched in perspiration. He looked around his quarters and grounded himself in the present moment; not in the past, anything but the past. He hadn't been sleeping well recently being effected by the recent commotion and emotional upheaval aboard the ship. He had arranged his schedule to get some sleep, but only found nightmares. | ||
+ | |||
+ | He closed his eyes and began focusing on the feelings of his shipmates. He targeted some very strong feelings of anger, they were emanating from Doctor Cromwell. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Leon had been a little edgy since the Hawk incident. Since a large amount of conversation surrounded Lt. Hawk, the Counselor began calling the phenomenon "Hawk talk." Leon would bristle and get angry when Hawk talk occurred around him, but Tolkath could sense hurt too; a sense of betrayal. Upon learning the Counselor had known about the condition of Nat, his interactions with the Lieutenant Commander had cooled. But, the doctor had somewhat forgiven the Counselor, when he learned he had been ordered to stay silent. Reittan wasn't sure if the forgiveness had been genuine, or if Leon had larger fish to fry. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Since Leon had the most intense feelings aboard the ship, besides the two crew members who were enjoying each other in the extracurricular activities of a relationship, | ||
+ | |||
+ | Suddenly, the intercom came to life overhead. | ||
+ | |||
+ | //" | ||
+ | |||
+ | The sound of panic in the secretary' | ||
+ | \\ | ||
+ | \\ | ||
+ | \\ | ||
+ | **Location: Deck nine just outside the Counselor' | ||
+ | |||
+ | After the assault on the Counselor during the whole Hawk debacle, Tolkath had engineering install what could only be described as a " | ||
+ | |||
+ | It was this alarm system that had alerted the Counselor and summoned him to the psychology department one deck above his personal quarters. Although the secretary' | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Deck eight," | ||
+ | |||
+ | //" | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | //"The male is one meter directly inside the door and Lieutenant Reisan is behind her desk."// | ||
+ | |||
+ | The turbo-lift came to a stop and the doors hissed open. The Lieutenant Commander nearly tripped over himself trying to quickly, yet casually so as to not to draw attention to himself, get to the department. The Counselor thought to himself, " | ||
+ | |||
+ | The seemingly unending deserted corridor finally gave way to the main psychology department. Then Tolkath composed himself, and walked nonchalantly towards the doors as though he were just passing through, as difficult as it was not to just burst into the room. The counselor could hear the heated discussion emanating from the room. He paused just outside of the sensors surrounding the doors, so he could eavesdrop and not go inside being unprepared. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "YOU WILL NOT TREAT ME THAT WAY!" Lieutenant Reisan shouted at the unknown guest. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Lieutenant Reisan was a short, blue eyed, brunette. Ordinarily she was mild manner, and Reittan had yet to hear her raise her voice. Many times he wondered if she were part Vulcan with her cool demeanor, but her records showed her to be human. Because of her elevated voice, the Counselor waited no longer and entered the room. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Something was terribly wrong. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Upon entering the dimly lit room, the first thing Reittan noticed was how frazzled the Lieutenant looked. It appeared that someone had tried to remove her uniform by force. It was evident that Reisan had used the silent alarm because she rightly wanted someone to witness the attack for credibility in any testimony, which would unavoidably happen through an inquiry and investigation. | ||
+ | |||
+ | The psychology department had been painted in neutral colors to help the ambiance necessary for the therapeutic process. The bulkhead in which Tolkath' | ||
+ | |||
+ | As Lieutenant Reisan' | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Why, if it isn't Rei-Rei the Crazy Guy..." | ||
+ | |||
+ | The taunting stung Reittan, but not as quite much now as it had during his childhood. However, it opened old wounds the counselor thought had healed. Reittan tapped his combadge and said calmly. | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | //"On our way, counselor..."// | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Oh, come on Rei-Rei you aren't going to . . ." Morganth taunted the counselor in front of his colleague. | ||
+ | |||
+ | The silence that met Talloc was filled with anger, and enhanced by fear of the consequences that waited for him. The rage boiled over and he threw a right hook at the Counselor. Reittan instinctively grabbed the fist accelerating towards his face, and the strength of his Vulcan heritage caught Talloc completely off-guard. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Well, well, well, Reitty-Rei, grew up." | ||
+ | |||
+ | Lieutenant Reisan watched Talloc futilely grappling for control . Suddenly, the struggle stopped and the conversation turned telepathic. The intensity and the hatred that Morganth looked at the Counselor made Reisan glad she wasn't a telepath. | ||
+ | |||
+ | It was then that the doors opened announcing the arrival of Security. | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | The red that had filled Talloc' | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Save your pleas for your hearing, then you can say them out loud," the Lieutenant Commander mocked Talloc. | ||
+ | |||
+ | With that, the Counselor turned his attention to the Lieutenant who was in shock. She rested her body weight and head against the bulk head and started to slide down into a fetal position. Reittan rushed over and caught her while she was halfway to the floor. | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | The security officers nodded and began leading their prisoner out of the room to his cell. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Reisan began shaking uncontrollably. "He was in my head," was all she could say as she rocked back and forth. The words made Reittan sick. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "We are going to take you to sickbay," | ||
+ | |||
+ | She stared off into space still shaking, but her legs supported her as he placed her weight on them. Reittan walked all the way to sickbay with her, many times carrying her weight whenever her legs became shaky due to shock. | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | ---- | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | **Location: Captains ready room, USS Republic** | ||
+ | |||
+ | Lieutenant Commander Tolkath looked at his Captain with anticipation in his eyes. Though he could have clearly read her thoughts on the matter, he did as he always had and respected her privacy, though her emotions emanated much caution. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "This is highly unusual Counselor. Why is it that you want to look into the matter?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "There was a man on Earth named Sigmund Freud who could explain this scenario best. Freud postulated that there were three main spheres of the psyche: the Id, the Ego, and the Super Ego. The Id is all about impulse and selfish desires, the Super Ego is all about rules and morals; constraint. The Ego is the bartering system between the Id and the Super Ego." | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Yes, I am aware of Mister Freud." | ||
+ | |||
+ | "To put it best, Morganth' | ||
+ | |||
+ | ". . . he's running off pure instinct." | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Kimberly had once heard of those who were overly sensitive to psioinic energy. Many were doomed to self-exile, and others would be driven insane by the maelstrom of energy. | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | His most recent interactions with his old friend had not gone the way that Reittan had wished they had. "It is part of the reason I wanted to do this." Tolkath said repentantly. "I am ashamed of how I behaved and I need to find the truth." | ||
+ | |||
+ | Kimberly Roth looked over the blue uniformed counselor. It didn't take an empath to know that his remorse was sincere. Smoke cocked his head and bleaked. "Yes, I agree with you Smoke. Counselor, I have talked it over with Lieutenant Beauvais. She is currently occupied with other concerns, but will look over your report, as will I. Is there anything you feel you may need?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | What excitement had filled the eyes of the Counselor quickly drained and he looked as if he were being asked to sacrifice his friend on a prehistoric altar. "Yes, one other. I will need someone on the medical team to assist me. I am going to do a complete psycho-socio-bio report. But, my concerns are about the individual assisting me. Should he or she become angry while I am there due to telepathic side-effects of me working with Talloc, well . . . we know what Betaziods are capable of thanks to the Dominion War." | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Do you think Mister Morganth is capable of being hostile or violent?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | "I am not sure. This is the first time I have encountered a condition where the Super-Ego became this incapacitated, | ||
+ | |||
+ | Roth paused for a moment thinking of her crew's safety. The answer became evident. " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Tolkath looked up at the Captain one eyebrow raised. "I haven' | ||
+ | |||
+ | "You are dismissed." | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Thank you, sir." The Counselor turned and began his journey through the bridge to the turbolift. As he approached the doors they gave way with a hiss, and the sounds from the bridge entered the previously quiet room. | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | ---- | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | **Location: Main corridor, deck 10, USS Republic** | ||
+ | |||
+ | Reittan Tolkath was lost shaken from his thoughts as the turbo-lift he was in came to a halt, signaling the arrival of another passenger Republic' | ||
+ | |||
+ | The voice startled the Tolkath as he sensed no emotion from the Doctor with him in the turbo-lift. He looked up to find the source of the voice only to be greeted by Doctor Harris. | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Reittan paused, staring at the hologram standing before him, "Uh, hello Doctor Harris," | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Is something bothering you, Counselor?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | Tolkath looked at her in astonishment. He looked at the obviously human form before him. Doctor Shannon Harris looked all too real, but as the empathic officer regarded her, for Tolkath, it was like looking at a well-animated puppet. His eyes told him she was there. He could even feel a bit of air being displaced by her presence, perhaps even some heat, but the parts of his brain that read emotion and thought in other beings, which would be impossible to ignore at this distance, told him that the space around him was empty. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Tolkath took another long look at Doctor Harris, fixing his gaze on her eyes. " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Shannon looked on, dumb-founded. " | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Shannon dropped her head with a soft chuckle. " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Come again?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | At one moment, Doctor Harris' | ||
+ | |||
+ | "You are a holographic projection?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Until recently, I kept the nature of my existence a secret. But the captain has now given me permission to let the rest of the crew know... if they ask." | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Oh, I see," the Counselor responded; still taken off guard. "It was kept secret... because you were worried that others may be discriminative towards you?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Yes, that was part of it." Shannon replied. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "How have people responded as they..." | ||
+ | |||
+ | Shannon was slightly shocked by how the Lieutenant Commander was responding to the news, but attributed it to his line of duty. "I wouldn' | ||
+ | |||
+ | The Doctor and the Counselor had some things in common. The both knew more than people were willing to admit, or that they would try to hide. Yet, they respected others privacy; they both stayed as much as they could out of people' | ||
+ | |||
+ | Shannon looked at the level read-out, near the lift car's door. " | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Does this ship have any other kind?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | With a chuckle, the Counselor continued. "I suppose not." For a moment, the empath paused. " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Shannon tilted her head and raised her left eyebrow. " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "A friend of mine, actually. A man I've known for years. Morganth is his name. He's a civilian contractor, at least according to his computer file, but I must confess I had no idea he was on board, and less of a clue why he assaulted one of my colleagues." | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "How did you...?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | Shannon tapped her temple with a smile. "One advantage of being a hologram. I'm literally PART of the computer. I can access anything it knows, with a little effort." | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Well then, I am glad you are here, and that you are immune to our psionic capabilities. We may need that," the Counselor said. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Do you have any idea what is happening to your friend?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Shannon nodded. She saw the pain in the Counselor' | ||
+ | |||
+ | The turbo lift halted and the door opened to the corridor leading to the brig. The two walked in silence and the doors opened with a soft hiss, opening the way to the cells. As soon as the duty officers saw Tolkath and Doctor Harris enter the room, the gold-clad security men opened the heavy servo-locked doors that lead to the brig's interior. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Once inside, effectively isolated from the rest of the ship, the two stopped, taking stock of their surroundings. | ||
+ | |||
+ | From inside the brig's only occupied cell, Morganth noticed Reittan and telepathically shouted, 'YOU DID THIS TO ME!' | ||
+ | |||
+ | Reittan suddenly felt the barrage of psionic energy crashing down on his body. His body shook and started to collapse for a brief moment under the weight of the attack. Shannon noticed the Counselor weaken and steadied him by putting her arm around him. It took a moment for Tolkath to recover and put his training in to play. Though he could feel the pressure of the attack, the pain had subsided. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Thank you," he said to Shannon as his strength returned and he stood upright. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "No worries," | ||
+ | |||
+ | Morganth looked at Reittan with pure hate emanating from him. "If you don't release me, I will hurt your friend." | ||
+ | |||
+ | Reittan half-smiled and suddenly the weight no longer was there. The Lieutenant Commander had learned his lesson from entering the room unprepared. He leaned on Harris a moment longer, mustered his concentration, | ||
+ | |||
+ | Morganth stared at Shannon ferociously. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "You can't hurt her. She's immune to psionic energy." | ||
+ | |||
+ | Morganth shouted in frustration. ' | ||
+ | |||
+ | In the Brig's foyer, one of the duty officers doubled over and collapsed in pain. His partner acted quickly to sound the security alert. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "I don't even need to see anyone anymore. Face it Rei-Rei. I'm better than you." | ||
+ | |||
+ | Reacting to the security alert, Shannon Harris shifted her concentration to the web of information constantly flowing to and from the ship's computer. She slipped in between bio-neural impulses and accessed the combadge network. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Petty Officer Rolands. Alpha Centauran." | ||
+ | |||
+ | Reittan warned Morganth calmly, " | ||
+ | |||
+ | The prisoner laughed outloud and exclaimed audibly. "How are you going to do that, Rei-Rei the crazy guy?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | Reittan produced a hypospray. Hyposprays had been used before to incapacitate, | ||
+ | |||
+ | As Tolkath walked slowly towards the force field, he began to feel the weight of the onslaught again. " | ||
+ | |||
+ | When Reittan began to take on the attack, Rolands regained his composure. Reittan used his medical override code to lower the force field, then to raise it after he had entered the cell. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Shannon looked on, puzzled by the Counselor' | ||
+ | |||
+ | As he entered, Reittan' | ||
+ | |||
+ | Shannon was puzzled when the assailant did not lose consciousness. The prisoner suddenly went pale and looked bewildered. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "What have you done to me?" he asked in horror as he sank to the floor. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Reittan looked down at the empty container in his hand and all he could do was apologize. Turning back, he again used his code to lower the security field, exit the cell, and look back at his one-time-friend as the bluish field snapped back into place. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Doctor Harris looked at the Counselor. She had seen the look before on doctors who had just informed their patient' | ||
+ | |||
+ | For Morganth, the once buzzing world surrounding him had gone deafeningly silent. He felt empty loneliness in a way that had only been nightmares during his youth. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "We can take him to sickbay now," Reittan stated hollowly, "He won't be a problem to anyone else for the moment." | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Reittan took a deep breath and answered the Pediatrician. " | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "No, I have thought this through. I need him to answer questions. Hopefully the bio-scans will show something." | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Reittan involuntarily twitched at the word " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Shannon noted the unusual authority in his voice that a seasoned expert would display. It was as strange to her, as it was the rest of the crew, to see someone who looked Vulcan expressing emotion. Especially pride. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Reittan was remorseful as the pair made their way to sickbay. At one point he tried to put his arm around the prisoner' | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | ---- | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | **Location: Sickbay, deck 12, USS Republic** | ||
+ | |||
+ | Upon reaching sickbay, Reittan walked to the side as Shannon took the prisoner to the medical bed. She could see pure fear in his eyes; so child-like. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Now in Sickbay, Shannon felt back in her element. She looked to the duty station and found the somewhat confused face of Saal Yezbeck. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Hey Shannon. Counselor," | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "This man is... or rather, WAS a dangerous psionic. I've administered an inhibitor to block his powers, so there is no danger, but I need to know what caused his illness." | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Saal nodded solemnly. " | ||
+ | |||
+ | In moments, Saal had refined the scans of the bio-bed to Morganth' | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Next to the diagnostic bed, Tolkath looked at Shannon. "So, what's it like?" he asked simply. | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Do you think you need an appointment?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Why not?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Stop that!" Shannon chided. "Stop answering questions with questions. It' | ||
+ | |||
+ | "It makes you anxious? Really?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Fair enough," | ||
+ | |||
+ | "And, Commander Carter? I assume he knows?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Shannon shook her head. "Not a clue. I remember waking up in my quarters when Republic was in dry dock after her first re-commissioning. Then, for the next year or so, I just thought I was one of the crew. I was born in Australia. I survived the Borg attack on Earth. I joined Starfleet just after the Dominion War." | ||
+ | |||
+ | "You did? Or Shannon Harris did?" Tolkath questioned. | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Your background," | ||
+ | |||
+ | For a moment, Republic' | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "It looks... smaller, dimmer." | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Saal shook his head looking at the scan, then at Morganth' | ||
+ | |||
+ | Saal turned to look at Tolkath directly, but the Counselor was already out the door, bolting down the corridor. | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | ---- | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | **Location: Talloc Morganth’s assigned guest quarters, USS Republic** | ||
+ | |||
+ | Reittan entered his friend’s quarters cautiously; the lights were dimmer in the room than in the corridor. As his eyes adjusted to the darker environment, | ||
+ | |||
+ | Reittan spied a PADD walked over to the tablet shaped object that had been left in the mess. With a couple of quick taps to the PADD it came to life then flickered and faded, then came to life again. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Counselor Tolkath began scanning the PADD with interest. With his access code over-ride he was able to access Morganth' | ||
+ | |||
+ | Morganth' | ||
+ | |||
+ | Reittan looked up and laughed in spite of himself; Morganth had been definitely love struck with her. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Morganth' | ||
+ | |||
+ | Morganth' | ||
+ | |||
+ | Reittan remembered that Talloc was always, even as a child, engrossed with some type of plant and with his talent had resurrected much vegetation. Everyone thought that he would become a great botanist, but that dream took second to his current occupation. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Reittan glanced around the chaotic room and saw Morganth' | ||
+ | |||
+ | Tolkath reached out and grabbed the plant' | ||
+ | |||
+ | Tolkath decided he had seen enough for today and was going to take the PADD back to his office to re-process the journal logs, when he noticed that he was starting to get a headache. Instinctively he thought of ignoring the pain, but his gut reaction that had served him very well in the past, suggested that he go to sickbay. Tolkath didn't recall how he got there, but the thorn lay in the palm of his hand as the Counselor entered sickbay. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Doctor Harris was the first to meet him. Her demeanor changed from pleasant to a worried expression on her face. " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "I have a slight headache," | ||
+ | |||
+ | Then Tolkath started noticing that his ability to think logically was beginning to get greatly inhibited. With one last push of thought, the answer became evident. | ||
+ | |||
+ | The thorn. | ||
+ | |||
+ | As the realization dawned on him, he quickly thrusted the thorn towards Doctor Harris, then blacked out. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Already tapped into the computer' | ||
+ | |||
+ | The sensors displayed what Doctor Harris had feared: cortisone levels elevated and were continuing on to reach toxic levels. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "I need a hypospray of corticotropin! Stat!" Shannon commanded in her Australian accent to the attending nurse. A hypospray appeared and Shannon quickly calculated the necessary dosage. Pressing the hypospray to the Counselor' | ||
+ | |||
+ | Regulating the cortisol levels was just buying time while the deeper roots to the problem could be solved. Shannon gave orders to the frequency and dosage of the hypospray to be administered, | ||
+ | |||
+ | Shannon stared at the thorn, studying it using all of the sensors available in Medical Bay. She then cross-referenced all material available to her aboard the Republic and in the Starfleet database; a pattern emerged. | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | ---- | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | Leon looked at Doctor Harris, fascinated by the implications of this purple thorn' | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Leon scratched his chin as he listened to Doctor Harris' | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | ---- | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | Morganth was alone with Reittan in his section of sickbay. Tolkath looked at his friend pitifully. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "I don't look that bad, do I?" Talloc verbally asked, half-smiling while laying in his bed. Morganth' | ||
+ | |||
+ | Morganth had been in a medically induced coma for the past few days while the effects of the surgery were being studied. He had been awake only fifteen minutes when his Counselor-friend had arrived. (Reittan would have been the moment he was awakened, except one of the officers with a histrionic personality had hindered his progress.) All of the bio scans and cognitive functioning batteries appeared normal; only some problems with short term memory. | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Reittan looked at Talloc and nodded in affirmation. "But it beat the madness . . . I guess." | ||
+ | |||
+ | Doctor Harris came to Morganth' | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Are you ready?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Shannon pressed the hypospray to his neck. With a hiss, a warm blanket of noise and life entered Talloc' | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Uh Reittan,. . . I'm not sure that stuff is working right. . ." | ||
+ | |||
+ | Reittan looked at his friend in confusion for a moment, but as he realized that he and Morganth were the only two full telepaths on the ship, he smiled in amusement. | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
---- | ---- | ||
< | < | ||
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+ | **Location: Holodeck two, deck 10, USS Republic** | ||
+ | |||
+ | Leon walked through the doors into a well-furnished, | ||
+ | |||
+ | Quietly, a man came strolling into the room from the direction of the fireplace. At first, he did not pay attention to Leon, as he seemed engrossed in a quaint, leather-bound. The individual wasn't very tall, and in fact, was about the same height as Leon. Although he was wide around the waist, he wasn't stout, and carried his extra weight well. With a mop of curly brown and gray hair, his face was clean-shaven, | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | With pursed lips, the officer closed his book, and seemed slightly annoyed at Leon's arrival. Yet, he also acted as if the doctor' | ||
+ | |||
+ | "One thing I like about the way he programmed my apartment is the randomness of the liquor cabinet," | ||
+ | |||
+ | The doctor accepted. Sniffing the glass before sipping, the aroma was rich and distilled, and although it had a slightly bitter overtone (Leon' | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Not bad for a computer," | ||
+ | |||
+ | As the two stood in the center of the posh den, Leon couldn' | ||
+ | |||
+ | "James T. Kirk," the hologram replied expectantly. " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Leon squinted at the hologram with both puzzlement and surprise. THIS was Kirk? The legend of the alpha quadrant? The most prominent of starship commanders that had been so idolized in every Starfleet historical text? | ||
+ | |||
+ | Recognizing Leon's confused expression, the captain pursed his lips again, not in annoyance this time, but more with resignation to the obvious. " | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Kirk huffed with irony. " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Not a clue." | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Over forty-five thousand," | ||
+ | |||
+ | Taking a sip from his drink, Kirk casually began walking towards the two empty chairs by the fireplace. "Well, go ahead. Ask." | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Ask what?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | "What every cadet that John Carter sends here asks, of course," | ||
+ | |||
+ | "I don't understand," | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Um, yes." The doctor paused with slight embarrassment, | ||
+ | |||
+ | "And you've just completed your fifth try, which ended in failure?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Why do you ask?" he replied to the question, nervously taking a sip from his cup. In fact, he had not run the Kobyashi Maru more than three times since John had given it to him, each session ending in a catastrophic explosion. With frustration, | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Leon froze at the statement. He suddenly realized why John was so angry with him. Up until their discussion in the corridor a few minutes ago, it was John's impression that Leon had already encountered the Jim Kirk program via the Kobyashi Maru. The fact that the holographic Kirk thought the same thing led Leon to realize that John had suspected this shortfall, and may have been the reason he gave him a second chance at the bridge officer' | ||
+ | |||
+ | Leon swallowed a sip of brandy very slowly, hoping to draw attention away from his shortfall about the Kobyashi Maru, and choosing to answer Kirk with information that John Carter had already offered him. " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Kirk's look of annoyance returned, and he almost looked insulted for a moment. "As the senior officer here, I believe that's *my* line," he scolded. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Leon clearly looked much more uncomfortable at his response. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Kirk ignored it. "Do you know why Carter programmed me?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | "For entertainment purposes, I assume." | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Leon suddenly realized why John was so ready to accept Shannon as a real person: His academy mentor was a hologram. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "After the academy, he took my program with him to every posting and ship that had a holodeck. Every time he needed someone to bounce ideas off of, or mull over difficult decisions, he'd be in here. Some assignments had him consulting me almost every night. Especially after being aboard the Devonshire . . . did he ever talk to you about the Devonshire?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | Leon shook his head. "There are lots of things about his life that John Carter doesn' | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Again, Leon felt embarrassed by the realization that he failed to follow John's advice and run the Kobyashi Maru as often as he could. "When was the last time you saw him?" he chose to change the subject. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Who? Carter?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | Kirk waved his hand. "Never mind that," he dismissed. "Ask Carter if you're so interested about that. What we need to be discussing at the moment is how you did on the Kobyashi Maru." | ||
+ | |||
+ | Leon sulkily leaned back into his chair. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "I realize that you must not be too happy with your performance, | ||
+ | |||
+ | "And why is that?" Leon mumbled, more detached than ever. Listening to the rambling thoughts of an old man - even a legendary one - wasn't his idea of a fun or interesting time in the holodeck. | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "So then, why are you still here?" Kirk finally asked. | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Seems I've had this conversation before," | ||
+ | |||
+ | "You could say that," the doctor replied, still looking rather uncomfortable to admit his shortcomings. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "And you're not happy with your performance?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "And why not?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | Leon was taken slightly by surprise. "Why do you think?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | Kirk looked towards Leon with a blank stare. If he was displeased at the doctor' | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Now you see my problem." | ||
+ | |||
+ | At that, Kirk looked back at him with the same blank stare, hiding whatever emotion he had behind his renowned poker face. " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Of course I do!" | ||
+ | |||
+ | "No, I don't think you do," Kirk returned to watching the lit fireplace. "The doctors that I knew wouldn' | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Are you saying I'm too insubordinate to command a starship?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | "What I'm saying," | ||
+ | |||
+ | "How does that affect whether or not a doctor can command a starship?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "I don't understand." | ||
+ | |||
+ | "If a doctor spends most of their time thinking about only the crew, then they lose touch with what's happening outside the ship." | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Or with it," Leon whispered in thought, the gears beginning to turn in his head. | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Well, that's easy for the immortal Captain Kirk," Leon exclaimed. "Your entire career was about how you escaped from the jaws of death, and turned situations around to give them a more favorable outcome." | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "What do you mean?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Most of the time it wasn't *me* making the sacrifice," | ||
+ | |||
+ | Although Kirk hadn't realized it, Leon had stopped drinking. His half-empty glass was sitting in his folded hands as he stared into the fire, hanging on every word that Kirk spoke. Leon finally found the magic and appeal of this particular holographic program, and why Nat found it so important for him to run it. With a look of comprehension on his face, the doctor abruptly set his glass down on the table next to him, and got up from the chair. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Was it something I said?" Kirk asked with surprise, glancing towards Leon as he marched towards the door. | ||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Glad I could do something for you," the hologram replied, turning back towards the fireplace before adding one last sentence over his shoulder. "Do me a favor and tell Carter to stop by more than once a year, will you?" | ||
+ | |||
+ | "No problem," | ||
+ | |||
+ | "Just doing my job," Kirk replied nonchalantly as he leaned over to reclaim his leather-bound book from the coffee table. | ||
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